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Kung 'Yong nanaisin, aking aakuin
at babalikatin, ang krus Mong pasanin...
Iyan yung linya ng isa sa mga kanta na LSS sakin ngayon. May gusto akong i kwento.
Merong prosisyon dito sa amin na ang tawag ay "Daan ng Krus". Sa mga fellow Roman Catholics ko d'yan, para itong station of the cross pero krus 'yong nakalagay sa bawat checkpoint. Ginawa iyon ng apat na Byernes at kanina iyong panghuli sa apat. Pagkatapos ng misa ay isa-isa nang ibinaba iyong mga nakaposisyong krus sa bawat checkpoint. Malaki 'yong krus. mas matangkad pa ito sa akin, hindi ko din maitatanggi na malapad iyong kahoy na ginamit sa krus. Siguro aabot sa isang dangkal ng kamay ko iyong lapad nung kahoy. Inisip ko na mabigat iyong krus kaya nagdalawang isip akong tumulong sa pagbuhat ng mga ito pabalik ng simbahan, baka kasi hindi ko din naman kayanin. Nakakahiya lang. Isa-isa itong ibinaba sa pwesto ng mga lalaking may edad na at binuhat pabalik ng simbahan. Di kalaunan e nahiya talaga ako kaya nag alok na ako ng tulong para bumuhat ng isa pabalik. Natuwa naman si manong sa inalok kong tulong at ibinigay iyong krus na katatanggal lang niya sa puwesto. Hinanda ko na ang sarili ko sa mabigat na pasanan hanggang sa simbahan. Akala ko mahihirapan ako pero nagulat ako nung sandaling mabuhat ko na iyong krus.
"Ang gaan naman pala nito!" naibulalas ko sa sarili ko. Hindi naman sa pagyayabang pero sa tingin ko e makakabuhat pa ako ng tatlo o apat pang ganoon kung magbibigay pa sila. Binuhat ko 'yong krus gamit ang isang kamay lang pabalik ng simbahan. Habang buhat ko iyon, may napagtanto ako.
Kung may problema tayo, iniisip natin na mahihirapan tayo kasi alam natin na kapag "problema", automatic na yang mabigat, mahirap. Natatakot tayong pasanin kung anuman iyong binigay sa atin kasi akala natin hindi natin kaya. Hindi natin malalagpasan. Minsan pa nga tinatakbuhan na natin at iniiwasan. Gusto nating limutin at huwag nang balikan. Mali.
Dapat matuto tayo na harapin kung anuman ang ibinigay sa ating problema. Pasanin ang kalbaryo. Harapin ang mga responsibilidad hindi lamang sa sarili kundi pati sa kapwa. Dapat matuto tayo na maging matapang sa pagharap ng suliranin kasi hindi naman tayo tatakbuhan o iiwasan nito na katulad ng ginagawa natin kapat natatakot tayo. Dadating din naman ang araw na matutuwa ka sa sarili mo dahil nagawa mong lagpasan ang problema mong minsan mong inakala na hindi mo na masosolusyonan.
Hindi ako perpekto. Hindi ko tinayp ito para mag imply ng idea na matapang ako sa pagharap ng problema o hindi ko iniiwasan ang mga nakakaharap kong mga dilema. Bukod sa pagbabahagi ng naisip kong ito sa inyo para magamit natin sa araw araw nating buhay, ginagawa ko din ito para gawing paalala sa sarili ko sa hinaharap kung ako man ay makalilimot. A note to self ika nga.
Pagpasensyahan niyo na ako. Napadaan lamang po ang inyong lingkod. Kung binabasa niyo parin ito hanggang ngayon, Congrats! Isa kayo sa mga natitirang matiyagang magbasa ng nobela. De joke lang, hehehe.
Salamat sa pagbabasa at paglalaan ng oras!
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About the game:
USA as a world power? In E-Sim it is possible!
In E-Sim we have a huge, living world, which is a mirror copy of the Earth. Well, maybe not completely mirrored, because the balance of power in this virtual world looks a bit different than in real life. In E-Sim, USA does not have to be a world superpower, It can be efficiently managed as a much smaller country that has entrepreneurial citizens that support it's foundation. Everything depends on the players themselves and how they decide to shape the political map of the game.
Work for the good of your country and see it rise to an empire.
Activities in this game are divided into several modules. First is the economy as a citizen in a country of your choice you must work to earn money, which you will get to spend for example, on food or purchase of weapons which are critical for your progress as a fighter. You will work in either private companies which are owned by players or government companies which are owned by the state. After progressing in the game you will finally get the opportunity to set up your own business and hire other players. If it prospers, we can even change it into a joint-stock company and enter the stock market and get even more money in this way.
In E-Sim, international wars are nothing out of the ordinary.
Become an influential politician.
The second module is a politics. Just like in real life politics in E-Sim are an extremely powerful tool that can be used for your own purposes. From time to time there are elections in the game in which you will not only vote, but also have the ability to run for the head of the party you're in. You can also apply for congress, where once elected you will be given the right to vote on laws proposed by your fellow congress members or your president and propose laws yourself. Voting on laws is important for your country as it can shape the lives of those around you. You can also try to become the head of a given party, and even take part in presidential elections and decide on the shape of the foreign policy of a given state (for example, who to declare war on). Career in politics is obviously not easy and in order to succeed in it, you have to have a good plan and compete for the votes of voters.
You can go bankrupt or become a rich man while playing the stock market.
The international war.
The last and probably the most important module is military. In E-Sim, countries are constantly fighting each other for control over territories which in return grant them access to more valuable raw materials. For this purpose, they form alliances, they fight international wars, but they also have to deal with, for example, uprisings in conquered countries or civil wars, which may explode on their territory. You can also take part in these clashes, although you are also given the opportunity to lead a life as a pacifist who focuses on other activities in the game (for example, running a successful newspaper or selling products).
At the auction you can sell or buy your dream inventory.
E-Sim is a unique browser game. It's creators ensured realistic representation of the mechanisms present in the real world and gave all power to the players who shape the image of the virtual Earth according to their own. So come and join them and help your country achieve its full potential.
Invest, produce and sell - be an entrepreneur in E-Sim.
Take part in numerous events for the E-Sim community.
